I'm a good engineer. I learn languages. I explore frameworks. I read Hacker News and troll Reddit. I contribute to and heavily use open source. I'm led by numbers and measure everything. I test religioulsy. I comb through code for the sake of seeing how something works. I go to meetups and mingle with other hackers. I do all this and yet, I'm an incomplete maker, specifically when it comes to design.
Design is, well, hard to define. It's not front end development. It's not logos. It's way more, practiced in ways so subtle it comes across as being way less, which is what makes it so indescribable, so, human. It's typography. It's color theory. It's geometry. It's proportion. It's space. It's shaping emotion. Designers, good designers, inherently possess an ability to understand and control whatever "it" is.
I say this yet up until thirty five days ago, when selecting an area I wanted to focus on in the coming year, I never considered design. What happened thirty five days ago? This hacker met a designer. Seeing her evoke emotion, using the tools of her trade, through mediums I take for granted, inspired me.
As an engineer, I recognize my left brain is stronger than my right. I'm fine with that, in fact, I'm more than fine with that, I embrace it, it's who I am, it's what makes me good at what I do. What I'm not fine with is lacking a vocabulary. A vocabulary enables conversation, debate, and efficient, two-way communication. Without a designer's vocabulary, I'm doing myself and the creatives I work with a disservice.
This is something I will change.